Karin sat in Caffe Nero and waited for her soup.
When it came she heard a laugh, well, more of a snigger, but not a cruel one.
“Your soup matches your dress!” The guy sitting at the next table was grinning and looking at her. She tried to work out whether he was being an idiot or just inappropriately friendly for this part of south London. She saw a heavy, large-print Bible, it’s pages covered in annotations and faded highlighter, lying open in his lap. She smiled, but decided against further engagement.
She stirred her soup and looked at it intently. So did he.
He sniggered again, “I saw a movie yesterday where something just like this happened.”
[Written in a notebook while I was in Cardiff in October 2012]
“A quiet morning on the street, the rain hasn’t yet kicked in but the cold wind tells you that it isn’t far off. It’s time for the town’s drunks to converge on the Spar to buy their first tins of the day.
Not their first beers, mind, they needed a beer at home to get out and about but this will be the first they part with cash for.
Ten minutes later “Babyface” appears. He hasn’t saved enough from last night to go in the shop, so he hangs in front of the Spar asking for change until someone buys him a single can of Tennants which he downs almost in one.
A dark haired man in a track-suit walks slowly up from the Morgan Arcade. “Listen to me good. No, you listen to me ya fat c**t I’m calling you now, so just listen…”
A fat bald man, in a grey hoodie and white shorts with black slippers on his feet, goes to the cashpoint. His head is so fat he has to move the phone from his ear to his mouth when he speaks.
Babyface bumps fists with a straggly bearded dwarf and they walk off together.”
It doesn’t matter how many times you write it out or make a list, do it. There’s a voice that says it’s avoidance of really doing something, but it’s not. It’s progress. It’s getting today’s thought out on the page. Today’s thought leads to today’s action.
I’ve been asked to speak at the Late Late Breakfast Show this Wednesday on an occasion in my career when I’ve just said “Screw it!” and how it’s helped.
I think this is the foundation of just about every success I’ve ever had. Very little has worked for me by trying to follow “business as usual” but it still sings a tempting siren song on every project I start.
Register to hear me pull out some of the more entertaining times I’ve said “Screw it!” as well as some even more interesting people riffing on this subject.
I started writing something about what happens if I don’t hit the target or what happens if I exceed the target and it just felt all wrong.
The first one particularly felt like:
- introducing some sort of fake jeopardy to induce people to part with cash;
- writing a risk register (*shudder*);
- just a lie really because I know and you know (if you know me well enough) that I only ever do things that I’d do even if it didn’t raise any money at all and that half the fun is making do with what you’ve got instead of throwing money at problems to make them go away.
So it’s going to happen whatever, but I will be able to spend more time on this project if the pot is fatter and less time if it’s slimmer – simples.
So go ahead, make it fatter
The one thing I do want to avoid is having a conversation with someone that goes “Oh what a shame you didn’t come last month, I had a load of old film that I didn’t know what to do with, so I chucked it out.” So I’m going to get on with this thing as quickly as I can with whatever resources I have.
Today I’ve purchased digitalshoebox.org.uk it points to the campaign page for now, tomorrow it will become the real home of the project!
I’m working on a digitised archive for Bromsgrove (last 48 hrs of crowdfunding) first because it’s a space and time that I have some knowledge of, I know the geography, I know some of the people who were there, I have stories of my own to tell.
But as much value as I think is there (and I think there’s loads) I’m just as interested in this as a learning project that can be replicated in other places. One of the attractions of Bromsgrove is that there’s very little notable about it. Until you start to dig… It’s nowhere special (for that value of special that we’ve developed during the last 100 years) but everywhere is special, everywhere has interesting stories to tell, it’s just more obvious to me what they are for this case.
So what about applying it in more conventionally “interesting” places? One of the most idea-sparking conversations I’ve had about possible next steps (always remembering that we haven’t done the first one yet!) came up yesterday at #altukgc13. I was talking about the importance of standing up for our own home-made media to tell a fuller story than mass media can and Mary McKenna pointed out that while the BBC has loads of archive material about Northern Ireland in the 1970s it’s completely dominated by stuff about the Troubles. And this might be a really neat way of telling more rounded stories about life beyond the ethno-political struggles and violence.
Oh yes. I like that a lot. We’ll do that.
Just scribbling this at lunchtime. For those not in the know, we’re running a massively cut-down informal version of UKGovCamp in a public space at the Royal Festival Hall basically “because snow”
We’re running a live stream via Google Hangouts which then ends up on YouTube. I’m just sayin’ the following:
The stream is provided strictly on an expectation-free basis.
- I know it’s frustrating if you’re listening to our conversation and then suddenly you can’t hear anything, but I think we have to make the conversation work foremost for the people in the room.
- We’re working for free in a public space of public wifi with a macbook air and a snowball mic. That’s the best we’ve got.
- None of us is being paid to be here, we’re all showing up for the conversation on the same basis you are, because we want to have the conversation and we’re having it now.
- No-one’s in charge here, we didn’t make a decision that we would stream this thing and then go about implementing it craply because we’re crap, we just thought it would be a good idea.
- This is not the only chance ever to join in this conversation, UKGC13 proper will happen soon and you’ll get the chance then.
- I can get a bit pompous and up on my high horse sometimes, I try not to, but I may be doing it right now. If you read what I’ve written and think “what a git” I’m sorry you feel that way.
Now we’re going to get talking again.