Solve it while I sleep #1
I'm in Half Moon Bay with the Scobles. It's 3.30am and I can't sleep right now, partly because my body still thinks its mid-morning but also because I'm trying to think through what to do next. And that's no good, that sounds suspiciously like I'm in control. So I'm asking for help.
I would like to get down to Long Beach (the other side of LA from here) for Saturday morning so I can attend the BIL conference on The Queen Mary. I would need somewhere to sleep while in LB. I don't know how to get there from here – trains are really complicated and the Amtrak site doesn't help much.
An alternative is to skip LA altogether and get going eastward – I have some contacts in Salt Lake City and possibly Denver as well as down in Tucson.
I don't have any strong preferences at the moment, but I think it's important I keep moving – I've got a week to get to Austin.
Please help me think it through, all suggestions welcome – and maybe do some research/ask around friends you might have in the West.
I also have the question of what to do tomorrow (Thursday) – I have the option of going into Palo Alto with Robert first thing (I think he's going to be watching the TED stream) or staying here and seeing the ocean, doing some writing, trying not to think too much. Maryam has very kindly given me the option of staying another night here.
Thank you for looking after this Englishman 🙂
Questions & Things to Do on Day 2
Get a US SIM card – last year I got one from T-mobile that was easy to cancel after a month and gave me unlimited data for $50 – is that still available? Or is there something better?
Go into the city, hang out, see at least one person I already know.
Asked about coworking spaces on twitter last night – @citizenspace came up will definitely drop in.
My host Philip just e-intro'd me to the founders of airbnb.com so would love to meet & chat with them.
Relax a little and stop worrying about making everything perfect.
Get down to Half Moon Bay to meet with Robert & Maryam Scoble with whom I'm staying tonight.
Day 1
Day 1 was a very very very long day. It started for me at 6am GMT, 5 hours later I was on a flight that lasted 11.5 hours and found myself on Pacific Time (ie feeling like it was midnight, but the clock saying it was 4pm).
My body ached pretty much throughout the trip. I think I've been carrying a lot of tension in the run up to leaving. I've only partly let that go so far, but my shoulders, neck and head ache, though it's getting better.
I watched 3 movies: The Arbor, about Andrea Dunbar's family's experience after her death (message: life's a bitch and then you die), Middle Men, about the creation of online payments for the porn industry (message: family's more important than business), and Scott Pilgrim vs The World, comic-book/video game indie-style romantic comedy/kung-fu/coming of age with Michael Cer(message: love is really, really tricky)
I tried to drink lots and lots of water.
I arrived in San Francisco – the line for immigration felt about 3 miles long, especially as it was full of screaming children – I would have loved to have been able to join in. The only sticky bit was when I told the immigration guy I was an Artist and Musician (it just came out that way – thank god I didn't say 'social artist') . "How much money do you have on you?" He was happy when I showed him my walletful of cash and cards and waved me on.
I managed to capture a few minutes of my state of mind on camera before I headed for the BART station.
I didn't take in much of the ride on the BART but it certainly felt rapid – I hope to experience it again today.
Then through the wonders of mobile technology, I was able to pick up the details of where I was staying from my hosts and how to walk there from the station. I arrived and relaxed. I will write a proper review, but I'd found this place on airbnb.com and it looked a bit too good to be true. It wasn't. It was the perfect start to my journey – not as anonymous and lonely as checking into a hotel, not as socially demanding as being with friends – I felt fine just shutting myself in my room, tweeting a bit and then finding myself falling asleep… at 5.30pm.
One last push
Thanks again to everyone who's contributed already. It's amazing and heartwarming to me that so many people gave without me having to beg. There has to be an end date for the campaign and I chose today (actually midnight PST which is 8am GMT) so that I'd have the bulk of funds before I went away. Credit Card donations are held in escrow until the end of the campaign and I won't get them until Friday. So if you want to give something *before* the trip has started, maybe you didn't realise it was going to close or perhaps you've changed your mind reading this, please do so.
By supporting this project you will be:
* increasing understanding of the dynamics of social capital created through social media
* co-creating an inspiring online adventure story
* helping create a repository for a large amount of detailed source materials, licenced for use by anyone with some rights reserved.
However, while I've paid for my flights and have enough for basic expenses for the time being, I need to find some other ways of raising money to fully cover my overhead while I'm away. This is not only my rent (which is due towards the end of the month) and utility bills but also the weekly contributions I make to my children. I'm open to suggestions on how to do this – I'm not necessarily convinced that it needs to be another indiegogo campaign, it might simply be about encouraging one-off micropatronage donations – I trust that you'll all have better ideas than I can come up with.
And I'm not up to sorting it out tonight, I have to finish packing and want to be in bed at a reasonable time to get to the airport for 9am…
If you’re wavering, like @robnonsense how does this sound?
We're into the final hours of the indiegogo campaign and I'm preparing to fly to San Francisco tomorrow morning.
In the comments of a previous post, Rob Mosley said:
"I'm still making my mind up whether to contribute. Partially that's because I'm not sure I'll enjoy the content that much… I mean, I know it will be interesting, and insightful and potentially funny in places; but my jealousy of your trip may ruin it for me!"
and added:
" How would you feel about a contribution that effectively bought part of the rights to sell the story after? My percentage to be shared proportionally with all other contributors. Say with you owning, let's see… 51%
Would this kill the art? Would you want a bigger cut?! (I'm asking because I find this really interesting, and would love to hear your answer… and because part of me thinks if you want to co-fund something, you should profit share… "
So I wholeheartedly agree with the sentiment, but don't feel comfortable with the profit-share idea as a solution. I do want you to benefit from the material I create, I want to share it, I want you to be able to find insights and meaning that I'm not able to see, but I don't want to feel saddled with the responsibility for making a financial profit – even if that's not what people are expecting, it's an expectation that I would put on myself.
What it shows me is that I haven't made something explicit that I think I made explicit last year – doh!
I've left something assumed that is actually quite important. I've said that I will write a book and make a movie out of the material that I will gather on the trip. What I haven't talked about is what you will be able to do with that material. Would it change your mind if I were to say that all the material I collect will be made available online under a Creative Commons licence (probably by-nc-sa) ? So that I'm creating a free to use repository of research material which you can delve into? I would retain the copyright of it all, but you could use it without asking permission if. you attribute me as the original source, you don't charge for what you do with it and you share it under the same conditions?
So rather than investing in something that needs to be a business, you'll be investing in me creating a common good. If you do want to create a commercial product based on the material (or use the material in any other way not covered by the license), then I am likely to agree, but I reserve the right to be asked first. The other thing I've left unsaid is that I'll do an event for those who contributed and can get to Central London to explain what I found, what happened and what material is available.
This, incidentally, is almost the same as how Tuttle works – any member can make anything they like out of what goes on there but only I get to use the Tuttle name on commercial offers (and those have involved profit-share) – and I think that's why people who know me from that sphere have been more willing to just jump in.
Service and Presence
This badge is an aide-mémoire – it reminds me both that I am here (right now) and what I'm here to do. In the excitement of preparing for the trip and talking about it, answering questions and asking for help to just get over to San Francisco tomorrow, something has become a little obscured.
I believe that the most important factor in the creation and conversion of social capital (and that's what this trip is supposed to be looking at) is for me to be of service to those around me, to focus on what I can give to each situation rather than what I can get from it. So my first question for people I meet on the road will be "How can I help? What do you need doing?" rather than "What do you have for me?"
Now I will forget this again and I will slip up from time to time – I'm not perfect. But I will be reminding myself daily that, assuming I have what I need in terms of basic food, shelter and transport, my primary focus has to be on what I can contribute to those around me.
I know from experience that my ability to do this will be enhanced when I'm able to remain present to what is going on right now, rather than what happened earlier on or what might happen next. That's one of the reasons for me writing about the trip as I go, it helps me put away things that are done with. It's also why I change the subject when people talk about planning – it's not that I have a philosophical beef with planning, more that I tend, if I give myself over to drawing up plans, to focus on what's not happened yet rather than the here and now and that means I miss out on important stuff.
So I'm here. And I'm here to help.
Day 0.3
I booked my flights today and everything suddenly became much more real…
In doing so I had to choose where I was going to begin and end, so it's SF to NYC
I also started talking to people about the first few days on the west coast and meeting up.
Plus…
I need more sleep and less food for the troll.
Help Please: Challenge #1 Flights
I think, both for my own peace of mind and to avoid that pained look when people ask, today's the day to book my flights.
Here's my thinking, based on looking at Virgin Atlantic's site which (unusually) is quite cool with the concept that people might not fly back from the city they fly to:
I fly to San Francisco – that's simply the place on the West Coast where I know most people and gives me most flexibility for where to go onto next.
I fly back either from NYC (Newark) or Boston again on the basis of "most people known" but which? There's a £14 diffference between the open-jaw fares back from these (Boston's the more expensive). Will Rowan has offered to buy me a burger in NYC on 30th. Do I make that decision, on the basis of first-come-first-served?
Virgin Atlantic today offers LHR->SFO on 1st and EWR->LHR on 31st for £460.27 I think I'm going to go for that unless anyone comes up with a compelling argument otherwise.
Of course if you know (or are) anyone in Virgin Atlantic or any other airline who can make this cheaper or free (in return for any of the things I can do) TODAY or before prices go up then please get in touch.
Day 0.2
I *was* very tired last night after I wrote. I was in bed by midnight and I slept until 10am this morning although I had a little wake-up-with-busy-head session for an hour or so around 6am.
I was reminded that I need to remember to take the big but difficult actions that I know will make progress rather than focusing on lots of peripheral stuff that's easy but doesn't get much done.
Another $260 came in via indiegogo.
I was also reminded that when I put stuff out there, there are people who don't get it immediately and they ask questions and offer criticisms. I have to have a way of dealing with that, that isn't just about sweeping it away and saying it doesn't matter. Yes "h8ters gonna h8" but I gain a lot more from engaging with questions and ultimately understanding the ideas better myself.
Having criticism voiced also drew out some thoughtful writing from supporters. Thank you.
I'm keeping a video diary that I'm not publishing yet. I expect to weave it into the movie. I don't think I said anything in tonight's entry that I didn't put in posts today so it's not keeping stuff secret, just that I want to be able to thread the story together including some stuff that isn't released immediately.
Perfect Path 